i dumped my gf and i fucking miss her so much, but she was really intense and bad about boundaries and not very good for/understanding of my autism and wasn't good at communication and i often felt anxious about her and how she'd react or what she'd do next
she absolutely fucking lost it, it was a good call to dump her... she was really abusive... it's been long enough that i don't miss her really, but i wish her well.